I have great news! Well the great news is I'm finally having a life! Well yes! Believe it or not, I have began sharing more about me to other people, and I am less selfish than before! I have began socializing more than before and I have stopped sticking to only a few people! You must be wondering why I have not written in four days! Well I'll explain to you why in a moment!
Well I have been very busy with my life! I have realized the main problem of my laziness and my lack of motivation, well it's as simple as the guy's addiction to that activity, I have made myself a rule and that rule is to stop myself from doing it regularly, usually it would not have worked but this time it is a hundred percent sure that it will. It already has! I have realized that whenever I did that unholy practice I would totally lose myself. When I do it at night, the next morning I feel like I haven't slept, when I do it in the morning well I feel like my whole day ahead of me is ruined! I managed to solve the problem by setting a fixed date on when I should practice it so that I will know when to stop, and thus it will make me be much more effective. I have set my limit to once a week and it's really helping a lot because since I have stopped I have began doing things which are more creative.
When the unholy practice it made me realize that I have not been doing much in my life... That I was always stuck into Role Playing Games no matter what I do. I then accepted the fact that I will never be able to quit playing Role Playing Games so guess what I did?! Well it's as simple as I turned my life into a Role Playing Game! Yes it might sound ridiculous but it is really helping me out with my life! I'll explain to you what I have done!
I wrote on a piece of paper all the possible activities that I could so within a day. For example working out, reading, chores etc. And I have set a certain amount of points for each of them. I will be gaining points depending on the amount of time that I have spent on the particular activity! And once I have accumulated enough points, I will then be able to level up! Isn't it awesome? I really find that it is a great idea because in the end of the day, I look at my chart and I say, hey I have improved! I'm really glad though I'm still working on what I could improve on the chart!
From that day onwards I have began doing a lot of things in order to "level up" I have already done a total of 1200 sit-ups ever since I began my chart! Man 1200 sit-ups in 4 days! :) However I realized that I have not been studying at all, because in 4 days I have only studied for 1 hour... MAN that makes me think! I'll take action now!
I have also managed to stop playing online Role Playing Games because I have become busy with myself. We even went out with friends yesterday the 26th of July to watch the movie Inception which is really awesome by the way! Well I'm glad that my friends are still giving me a warm welcome after 2=two years of me not joining them for any activity! It was really fun going to the movies with Peter and Car!
That's pretty much everything I have to say! Hey and also I am actually gaining points for this article! :D Those points really motivate me into doing lots of things in my life! I'll see you around!
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Friday, July 23, 2010
Our trip to Baguio!
Well finally I decided to write about out trip, well about the 4 days weekend I spent with my dad! It was really fun and it felt like I have finally done something worth doing!
I left at 12 p.m. after my Experimental Psychology class, I was really excited, however there was a long traffic ahead because of the repairing of the highway so instead of taking three hours to get to Tarlac it took me five hours. I reached home at around 6 p.m. and my dad and I discussed about many things when we met because we rarely meet. The following morning we set out for Baguio (for the mountains). It was a very long and tiring trip. I appreciated the fact that wherever we went the people would stare at the big bikes even just for a few seconds because it made me feel famous, however there are also some consequences, my butt really hurt during the trip due to the bumpy road! We finally reached Baguio at around 10 a.m. in the morning, as we climbed to the mountain top we started feeling the cool breeze in the surroundings, man it felt so good!
We did not go to our hotel right away, we had to find a motorcycle shop because our rear tire was wearing out, so we spent two hours looking for a shop, it was unbelievable that a big city like Baguio did not have a Big Bike shop! The people led us to mountain bike shops and small motorcycle shops( but we never found a Big Bike shop until 5 p.m. that night.) So we went to our hotel called Velliz (I don't really remember the name) and we took a rest. We all woke up after three hours of sleep! It felt so refreshing! We were all hungry after that because we woke up past lunch time, at around 4 p.m. so we decided to go the a nearby mall to have dinner. We had Yellow Cab for dinner, it was very good but I felt disturbed by the people looking while I was eating so I couldn't finish my meal. At the time my mother sent my dad a text telling him that she had found a shop for us and so my dad and my uncle set out to get the rear tire fixed while we stayed in the mall with my aunt! We chatted and walked around, it was really fun! We bought lots of chocolates because we were so hungry! We saw many Koreans as well as many show offs. I couldn't believe it that there were so many show offs in Baguio, they looked so cheap but they felt so good! Man it was annoying! Especially when we passed by a group of 16 year old skinny boys and they started staring at me, doing their cheap hand stand tricks and when they saw that I didn't even get affected by their cheap tricks they started laughing out loud so unnaturally! Well it just proves to me that I owned them very badly. They can hand stand and stumble as much as they want they'll never be as good looking and as clever as I am! I was really frustrated with those people and many more, man they're annoying! They just show off but they have no talent! Well they shine in the dark! Unbelievable, I even felt that the people in Manila were very humble people when I saw the people in Baguio. Man they have big heads, maybe they should try climbing down their mountain and visit a little bit of civilization from time to time, fools.
Well we woke up at 4 a.m. on Sunday because it was the marathon day, there were four divisions, a 3km, 5km, 10km and a 21km long run. Well they participated in the 21km long run! We had fun waiting because we went to have breakfast with my aunt! I remember having "tortang talong" it was delicious! When their run was over we went back tot he hotel, we took a rest and rode the bikes again for home. The way back home was very different compared to the way to Baguio. My butt hurt much more than before and it felt really long! We also got lost for half an hour because we turned in the wrong intersection! We reached home and I was really glad. By the way Bash, my dog, is doing very well now! His hair has almost all grown! I was so glad to see him! Summer was doing fine too! Man she's so lovely! Whenever I go to sleep she always goes beside me and she does not wake up until I do! :)
Well that's all folks, I feel like this article is lousy, it's what I have to pay for not writing it right way. Be seeing you!
I left at 12 p.m. after my Experimental Psychology class, I was really excited, however there was a long traffic ahead because of the repairing of the highway so instead of taking three hours to get to Tarlac it took me five hours. I reached home at around 6 p.m. and my dad and I discussed about many things when we met because we rarely meet. The following morning we set out for Baguio (for the mountains). It was a very long and tiring trip. I appreciated the fact that wherever we went the people would stare at the big bikes even just for a few seconds because it made me feel famous, however there are also some consequences, my butt really hurt during the trip due to the bumpy road! We finally reached Baguio at around 10 a.m. in the morning, as we climbed to the mountain top we started feeling the cool breeze in the surroundings, man it felt so good!
We did not go to our hotel right away, we had to find a motorcycle shop because our rear tire was wearing out, so we spent two hours looking for a shop, it was unbelievable that a big city like Baguio did not have a Big Bike shop! The people led us to mountain bike shops and small motorcycle shops( but we never found a Big Bike shop until 5 p.m. that night.) So we went to our hotel called Velliz (I don't really remember the name) and we took a rest. We all woke up after three hours of sleep! It felt so refreshing! We were all hungry after that because we woke up past lunch time, at around 4 p.m. so we decided to go the a nearby mall to have dinner. We had Yellow Cab for dinner, it was very good but I felt disturbed by the people looking while I was eating so I couldn't finish my meal. At the time my mother sent my dad a text telling him that she had found a shop for us and so my dad and my uncle set out to get the rear tire fixed while we stayed in the mall with my aunt! We chatted and walked around, it was really fun! We bought lots of chocolates because we were so hungry! We saw many Koreans as well as many show offs. I couldn't believe it that there were so many show offs in Baguio, they looked so cheap but they felt so good! Man it was annoying! Especially when we passed by a group of 16 year old skinny boys and they started staring at me, doing their cheap hand stand tricks and when they saw that I didn't even get affected by their cheap tricks they started laughing out loud so unnaturally! Well it just proves to me that I owned them very badly. They can hand stand and stumble as much as they want they'll never be as good looking and as clever as I am! I was really frustrated with those people and many more, man they're annoying! They just show off but they have no talent! Well they shine in the dark! Unbelievable, I even felt that the people in Manila were very humble people when I saw the people in Baguio. Man they have big heads, maybe they should try climbing down their mountain and visit a little bit of civilization from time to time, fools.
Well we woke up at 4 a.m. on Sunday because it was the marathon day, there were four divisions, a 3km, 5km, 10km and a 21km long run. Well they participated in the 21km long run! We had fun waiting because we went to have breakfast with my aunt! I remember having "tortang talong" it was delicious! When their run was over we went back tot he hotel, we took a rest and rode the bikes again for home. The way back home was very different compared to the way to Baguio. My butt hurt much more than before and it felt really long! We also got lost for half an hour because we turned in the wrong intersection! We reached home and I was really glad. By the way Bash, my dog, is doing very well now! His hair has almost all grown! I was so glad to see him! Summer was doing fine too! Man she's so lovely! Whenever I go to sleep she always goes beside me and she does not wake up until I do! :)
Well that's all folks, I feel like this article is lousy, it's what I have to pay for not writing it right way. Be seeing you!
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
It's time for improvements!
Hey! I'm sorry for not updating you for the past few days! Well I have lots of stories to tell however I'd like to talk about something important first.
Today I went back to class, it felt good to see my friends again! Well our first class was Feature Writing. We received the results of our previous homework. I was happy with my results, I had 1.75 meaning 90-92, however I felt a little disappointed because compared to my classmates I got a lower grade... I was disappointed BUT it didn't last for long because what I really love about my professor is that she really took her time reading each and every one of our articles meaning that she spent a lot of effort in grading them all fairly. What I like about Madam Alice is that she underlined all the mistakes I had done. She also wrote down every single improvement I had to make. After two years of studying in UST she is the first professor to have made me feel like there were actually so many things to improve,and she SHOWED them to me! Thus helped me! It means that I won;t have to re-do those mistakes again! I was really very thankful. She is a great professor. I made quite a lot of mistakes in my article and what made it so is that I tried to write in a sophisticated manner thus I had to make longer sentences and it was easier to commit mistakes. Another reason is that I have a very limited vocabulary so whenever I try to express or explain myself I have to put in ten words in a sentence which could be explained with two words!
She made me realize that I still had so much to learn and that I had to improve on those areas which she pointed out. There is one solution that I have decided to apply and that would be to read, read and read. She has somehow motivated me so much into the course because she has showed me that it is also like a game where one has to improve himself. I love shining in the class and if I want to continue shining I have to do a much better job! The problem is I spend 10 minutes on my homework where my classmates do not spend less than three! So I better improve my habits if I want to compete with them!
In other news well we had a surprise quiz in Spanish today! Well I really love Spanish class because it's so simple due to my advantage of being able to speak French which is very similar to Spanish. I was very satisfied with my results because I got 17/20 and most only got around 10-12! (YEA!) It made my day, I really love Wednesdays because I learn a lot from my professors. Tomorrow will be different because we will be having two literature classes in a row, already I hate my first professor... and I have never met the second one... I really hope that everything goes well tomorrow! I still haven't found time to write about our trip in Baguio with my dad but I will surely find time not to worry!
Today I went back to class, it felt good to see my friends again! Well our first class was Feature Writing. We received the results of our previous homework. I was happy with my results, I had 1.75 meaning 90-92, however I felt a little disappointed because compared to my classmates I got a lower grade... I was disappointed BUT it didn't last for long because what I really love about my professor is that she really took her time reading each and every one of our articles meaning that she spent a lot of effort in grading them all fairly. What I like about Madam Alice is that she underlined all the mistakes I had done. She also wrote down every single improvement I had to make. After two years of studying in UST she is the first professor to have made me feel like there were actually so many things to improve,and she SHOWED them to me! Thus helped me! It means that I won;t have to re-do those mistakes again! I was really very thankful. She is a great professor. I made quite a lot of mistakes in my article and what made it so is that I tried to write in a sophisticated manner thus I had to make longer sentences and it was easier to commit mistakes. Another reason is that I have a very limited vocabulary so whenever I try to express or explain myself I have to put in ten words in a sentence which could be explained with two words!
She made me realize that I still had so much to learn and that I had to improve on those areas which she pointed out. There is one solution that I have decided to apply and that would be to read, read and read. She has somehow motivated me so much into the course because she has showed me that it is also like a game where one has to improve himself. I love shining in the class and if I want to continue shining I have to do a much better job! The problem is I spend 10 minutes on my homework where my classmates do not spend less than three! So I better improve my habits if I want to compete with them!
In other news well we had a surprise quiz in Spanish today! Well I really love Spanish class because it's so simple due to my advantage of being able to speak French which is very similar to Spanish. I was very satisfied with my results because I got 17/20 and most only got around 10-12! (YEA!) It made my day, I really love Wednesdays because I learn a lot from my professors. Tomorrow will be different because we will be having two literature classes in a row, already I hate my first professor... and I have never met the second one... I really hope that everything goes well tomorrow! I still haven't found time to write about our trip in Baguio with my dad but I will surely find time not to worry!
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Hey Hey! :)
Well today's Thursday and we were supposed to have 2 quizzes as I told you yesterday! Well the good news is we had no classes today! During our first period from 9 a.m. to 12 p.m. we had no class because the Bachelor of Arts Student Council supervisor came to our class for her annual survey! It was so much fun! We had this particular survey which could somehow estimate our personality! Well there were three parts in the survey, and I got the worst remarks out of all three! Well I got the remark of being a: Loner, Rebel and Pessimist! Well the supervisor said that since I got all three traits it meant that I was a "rock" ! Well I was somehow glad because I knew that it's my personality anyway and I accepted it with no issue. Then she asked me whether I wanted to change my behavior and obviously my answer was "no". Well the reason is I may be a loner, a rebel and pessimistic but when ever I join people in their activities they always welcome me, and sometimes I am also invited! So I have no trouble because they do not isolate me, but I choose to isolate myself, well I must admit that I am an interesting person and many people actually want to get to know me better but unfortunately for them I only open up to very few people.
After the long survey we were dismissed. We had a tow hour break before the next class started so I decided to go home because I did not see where I could spend two hours waiting! I had lunch, pork, and I read my notes because we were going to have a quiz. After those two short hours I went back to school. We waited for two hours in class, talking about all sorts of things while waiting for our professor but "UNFORTUNATELY!"(NOT) he did not attend the class! So we happily went home!(LOL)
I reached home and I took a nap, it was already 3 p.m. then. I woke up at 6 p.m. and I played. We have nothing to do for tomorrow anyway but I'm still going to read through my notes just in case.
I'm also going home tomorrow after class. Well the reason would be that my dad's coming and I barely see him so I decided to go home even though we have this important exercise this Saturday. Hopefully our second class this Saturday has been canceled too, so that's really great because it lessens the burden! I'm really excited to go home and see my dad and also to see my pets! I miss home but really I only go home when I am with Leah or either my parents and my brother are there, but if not I don;t go home because there is nothing to be there for, except for people feeling miserable and complaining... and scarce food.
Well that's it for today, I'll keep you updated once I'm in Tarlac, it will be a tiring day tomorrow and it will be the first time that I exit Manila ever since Leah left for Singapore.
After the long survey we were dismissed. We had a tow hour break before the next class started so I decided to go home because I did not see where I could spend two hours waiting! I had lunch, pork, and I read my notes because we were going to have a quiz. After those two short hours I went back to school. We waited for two hours in class, talking about all sorts of things while waiting for our professor but "UNFORTUNATELY!"(NOT) he did not attend the class! So we happily went home!(LOL)
I reached home and I took a nap, it was already 3 p.m. then. I woke up at 6 p.m. and I played. We have nothing to do for tomorrow anyway but I'm still going to read through my notes just in case.
I'm also going home tomorrow after class. Well the reason would be that my dad's coming and I barely see him so I decided to go home even though we have this important exercise this Saturday. Hopefully our second class this Saturday has been canceled too, so that's really great because it lessens the burden! I'm really excited to go home and see my dad and also to see my pets! I miss home but really I only go home when I am with Leah or either my parents and my brother are there, but if not I don;t go home because there is nothing to be there for, except for people feeling miserable and complaining... and scarce food.
Well that's it for today, I'll keep you updated once I'm in Tarlac, it will be a tiring day tomorrow and it will be the first time that I exit Manila ever since Leah left for Singapore.
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
What I enjoy doing!
Hey well today's Wednesday the 14th of July and I was supposed to have school from 3 p.m. to 9 p.m. but we didn't because of the very strong storm last night! Well here is how last night went, as usual I was on Facebook busy adding friends, it was already raining outside but I didn't mind because I already bought my food downstairs so I didn't have to trouble myself anymore whether I'd get wet or not! So there I was busy adding friends when suddenly at around 11 p.m. all the lights turned off! I was so scared! We lost power in the whole building! At first I didn't mind because I knew the guards would turn our generator on! Well I was right,they did, however they only turned the generator to light the corridors and they didn't give any power to us! So I had to spend the night in the dark! Hopefully my MP3 was fully charged and had lots of music so I didn't really get bored. I also played my PSP GO! It was fun! Whenever I removed my headset to go to the bathroom I could hear the very strong winds hitting the window! It was really scary, as if the wind would break the windows at any moment! Hopefully that did not happen. The night went fine, during the morning when I woke up there was still no electricity... Then I felt like a jackass when I remembered that I turned off the main switch before I went to bed! The good side is however, instead of playing that morning I did my homework and I read too!
I wanted to share what I enjoy doing today. Well I enjoy blogging because every time I blog, at the end of my article I feel a sense of relief in me like a huge burden was taken off me. Also when I blog I totally get back to the "real world" because usually when I play too much, even after playing all I think about is the game! Well now it's different because my blog sets me back to the right track, the track of progressing with my life!
Well I'm alone now as I have repeated many times and ever since Leah left the food I ate were meager. It was alright at first because I felt that I was getting thinner, thus better! I was satisfied! I still am satisfied now however I have decided to eat a little more than before now because I have realized the importance of eating! Well every time I have to do something (especially homework) I never have the energy to do it, I always feel so weak and sometimes even for a whole day all I do is play because it does not require much energy and I am seriously displeased with that kind of attitude. So for a few days now I have been eating much more, because whenever I ate I felt like studying! So I make sure every day that before going to school I get myself a good meal!
There's also this one thing that I have began doing the past few days which would be to download songs from the net! I know it's forbidden but who buys albums nowadays? Well I have downloaded over 10 albums within a week and they are so awesome! I just have to listen to each and every album once a day! They make my day.
In other news well I'm intending to go home this Saturday! Well it's really just my luck that my second professor won't be around so I'll be able to go home earlier! Although I'm a little tight in budget because of all the school fees and unpaid bills I am sure that I can still make it until the end of the month! We're having 2 quizzes tomorrow (Thursday 15th of July) and what's great is that I have already read through the selections once so all I have to do is re-read them and I'll be fine for tomorrow. I really hate my World Literature professor by the way because she is just so choosy and demanding! Sometimes she even disregards the function of something and focuses more on how beautiful it is! You know what I mean!
See ya!
I wanted to share what I enjoy doing today. Well I enjoy blogging because every time I blog, at the end of my article I feel a sense of relief in me like a huge burden was taken off me. Also when I blog I totally get back to the "real world" because usually when I play too much, even after playing all I think about is the game! Well now it's different because my blog sets me back to the right track, the track of progressing with my life!
Well I'm alone now as I have repeated many times and ever since Leah left the food I ate were meager. It was alright at first because I felt that I was getting thinner, thus better! I was satisfied! I still am satisfied now however I have decided to eat a little more than before now because I have realized the importance of eating! Well every time I have to do something (especially homework) I never have the energy to do it, I always feel so weak and sometimes even for a whole day all I do is play because it does not require much energy and I am seriously displeased with that kind of attitude. So for a few days now I have been eating much more, because whenever I ate I felt like studying! So I make sure every day that before going to school I get myself a good meal!
There's also this one thing that I have began doing the past few days which would be to download songs from the net! I know it's forbidden but who buys albums nowadays? Well I have downloaded over 10 albums within a week and they are so awesome! I just have to listen to each and every album once a day! They make my day.
In other news well I'm intending to go home this Saturday! Well it's really just my luck that my second professor won't be around so I'll be able to go home earlier! Although I'm a little tight in budget because of all the school fees and unpaid bills I am sure that I can still make it until the end of the month! We're having 2 quizzes tomorrow (Thursday 15th of July) and what's great is that I have already read through the selections once so all I have to do is re-read them and I'll be fine for tomorrow. I really hate my World Literature professor by the way because she is just so choosy and demanding! Sometimes she even disregards the function of something and focuses more on how beautiful it is! You know what I mean!
See ya!
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
Compilation
Hey I'd like to apologize because I promised to write on my blog Sunday night and I didn't! Well Sunday night was fun! I went out for a barbecue dinner! I had chicken heads, pork ears and pork meat! (LOL) it was so delicious! I was actually eating century tuna (canned tuna) when I decided that I should also eat some real food once in a while because too much food with preservatives can be bead for the health! So I went down.I still have a story tell about! When I went down I still had to wait for my barbecue to be cooked so I sat there waiting because there were over 5 customers ahead of me. I was a little disturbed by each of the customers dipping their barbecue into the sauce once they were cooked, because everyone dips in there and it's not hygienic at all! Hopefully I make my own sauce (LOL. Then there was this man, who kept referring to me and I was curious why, he kept asking me "Hey is that your BBQ?" and I'd say "Yea it is!" then he'll ask me again! It's funny because his BBQ was already cooked and ready but he didn't leave yet so I began to have doubts! So I reached for my wallet and was ready to pay when the "man" offered to pay for my meal! Well of course I said no! Then there I realized that he was gay! (LOL!) It was such a funny moment!
I went back home and I ate my BBQ, my it was delicious however I was displeased with my burping after the meal because it smelled disgusting! After eating I attacked my homework! This could be the reason why I was not able to write Sunday night, it's because we were given such a long assignment and we were only notified Saturday when that assignment was due Monday! Hopefully I managed to finish it on time thanks to Leah (Thank you tart!)
Well Monday was short, I woke up at 10 am as I remember and I started reviewing for my quiz! I felt sleepy after 30 minutes of review so I went back to sleep! I woke up at 12 this time and I went back to review, it felt good and I was being much more efficient because I not longer thought of sleeping! Unfortunately for me there was no quiz when I went to class! Our class was short, we only had 1 hour and 30 minutes of classes when it's supposed to be 3 hours! Thanks to all the lighting and thunder we were dismissed earlier! The night went fine, as usual I watched The Simpsons before going to bed.
Well now talking about this morning,Tuesday, nothing interesting happened. Well I discovered a game at least! It's called Black Shot recommended to me by Han Xu my friend! It's a shooting game and it's totally free and it's also totally awesome because I experience no lag! I played for the whole day, the game's really fun and it made my adrenaline rush for several hours straight!
Well that's it for today I'll write more things when I remember what I wanted to talk about! Because there are some things I would have loved to write about but which I've forgotten!
Be seeing you!
I went back home and I ate my BBQ, my it was delicious however I was displeased with my burping after the meal because it smelled disgusting! After eating I attacked my homework! This could be the reason why I was not able to write Sunday night, it's because we were given such a long assignment and we were only notified Saturday when that assignment was due Monday! Hopefully I managed to finish it on time thanks to Leah (Thank you tart!)
Well Monday was short, I woke up at 10 am as I remember and I started reviewing for my quiz! I felt sleepy after 30 minutes of review so I went back to sleep! I woke up at 12 this time and I went back to review, it felt good and I was being much more efficient because I not longer thought of sleeping! Unfortunately for me there was no quiz when I went to class! Our class was short, we only had 1 hour and 30 minutes of classes when it's supposed to be 3 hours! Thanks to all the lighting and thunder we were dismissed earlier! The night went fine, as usual I watched The Simpsons before going to bed.
Well now talking about this morning,Tuesday, nothing interesting happened. Well I discovered a game at least! It's called Black Shot recommended to me by Han Xu my friend! It's a shooting game and it's totally free and it's also totally awesome because I experience no lag! I played for the whole day, the game's really fun and it made my adrenaline rush for several hours straight!
Well that's it for today I'll write more things when I remember what I wanted to talk about! Because there are some things I would have loved to write about but which I've forgotten!
Be seeing you!
Saturday, July 10, 2010
Sunday!
Hey there! Well it's Sunday and I'm blogging at the middle of the day! Well I intend to have a nap in an hour! Well I haven't written on my blog yesterday because there was not much to talk about! Especially I was feeling very lazy! I have a story to tell about yesterday though!
Well I realized that I had a problem, and that this problem is I cannot get to work if I have no pressure. Here is an example. It's Saturday afternoon and we have a quiz next Thursday. We have no classes on Sunday so it's a free day. On Sunday, what do I do? I roam around the house the whole day, complaining of how bored I am! Not only that, I am also too lazy to do my work! Well that's the example. HOPEFULLY I found a cure to it. I browsed through the web yesterday and I found an extremely helpful article on how to cure someone's laziness. If you're interested well here is the address "http://personal-development.com/chuck/cure-for-laziness.htm". So I began reading through and I found it really helpful, at least it made sense and now I'm applying what ever has been said in the article.
So about a few minutes ago I finished writing all the things that had to be done and I'm ready to tackle them. However I'm feeling sleepy so I'll take a nap first (LOL!) it's recommended by the article! (LOL) Well I'm feeling so tired because I did the house chores again today, from sweeping the floor to washing the clothes and dishes. Also I played for an hour, well I woke up at 10 a.m. so yea... Once I wake up I'll start reading the 10 page article the professor gave us. I'm gonna have a hard time because it's in Tagalog. Hopefully I might finish 3 or more of the things I have listed by tonight. I'll be writing again tonight by the way.
See you later!
Well I realized that I had a problem, and that this problem is I cannot get to work if I have no pressure. Here is an example. It's Saturday afternoon and we have a quiz next Thursday. We have no classes on Sunday so it's a free day. On Sunday, what do I do? I roam around the house the whole day, complaining of how bored I am! Not only that, I am also too lazy to do my work! Well that's the example. HOPEFULLY I found a cure to it. I browsed through the web yesterday and I found an extremely helpful article on how to cure someone's laziness. If you're interested well here is the address "http://personal-development.com/chuck/cure-for-laziness.htm". So I began reading through and I found it really helpful, at least it made sense and now I'm applying what ever has been said in the article.
So about a few minutes ago I finished writing all the things that had to be done and I'm ready to tackle them. However I'm feeling sleepy so I'll take a nap first (LOL!) it's recommended by the article! (LOL) Well I'm feeling so tired because I did the house chores again today, from sweeping the floor to washing the clothes and dishes. Also I played for an hour, well I woke up at 10 a.m. so yea... Once I wake up I'll start reading the 10 page article the professor gave us. I'm gonna have a hard time because it's in Tagalog. Hopefully I might finish 3 or more of the things I have listed by tonight. I'll be writing again tonight by the way.
See you later!
Friday, July 9, 2010
What a Friday!
Today I woke up at 7 a.m. and it was very hard for me to wake up, it was because I slept late... I slept late because I had a 4 hour nap yesterday. (LOL) So I had my breakfast and got ready for school! I was at school by 8a.m. sharp! However Mr. Arlo our professor was very late.(As always) Late by exactly an hour. When he arrived we wasted no time, we fell in line and followed him to the College of Science building, we were off to see cadavers today.
We got there and we did not enter the room with the cadavers all at the same time but we entered it 10 by ten. So I was one of the people who got picked in the first 10. Oh my! I was very shocked by what I have seen in the room and it is still hard for me to get the images out of my head... To start off with I saw a man's head cut into half, where we could see his whole left face and on the other side, his brain!! It was not very gory or scary, however in my mind I began to think, "What if I knew this man before he died?" or "He used to be a live person like us... so while I'm looking at him I actually have the same brain in my head!"... It just felt so strange because the face still looked so alive... (LOL)
Then we saw disfigured fetuses... many sorts... maybe around 15... It was not pleasant for me at all... It was just pitiful to see such fetuses... and not forgetting to mention creepy!! Well they looked like those mutants from the movie "Wrong turn" or event the movie "Hills have eyes" and they just totally scared the hell out of me! When we were done with room 1, which is the room where the "body parts" were in glass containers, we proceeded to room number 2... Well it was totally different in here because the cadavers were in no container! They just lay on the table!(GOSH!) it was so disgusting and creepy! I felt so disgusted.. but I had to keep the manly image for the girls huh? (LOL) We saw a male cadaver and a female one... The male cadaver was skinny, and it looked normal, however when Mr Arlo uncovered the female cadaver it looked so big and fat! and black due to the preservation method! It looked like a gorilla but with no fur! Serious! I felt even more disgusted when my classmates started to rub the cadaver's arm! Who would do that??? How insensitive!
Finally after 10 long minutes we were done... my! 10 minutes for the first 10 people... there were 50 people... thus 40 minutes to go... and our class was about to end in 40 minutes as well. I was kind of disappointed that Mr Arlo did not think of dismissing us once we were done, since anyway we would not have enough time to go back to class and discuss! So we had to wait outside, we just chatted with our friends.
I was hungry, and since I was alone Peter proposed that we had lunch together with some of our classmates. And so we did, it was fun! I had beef oyster sauce and sprite... It was delicious and I did not feel shy at all eating with them because they were acting naturally, unlike with other people who would stare at you while you eat..!
I went home afterward... I still had some things to take care of, and the maintenance guy had to go to my apartment to check whether my floor was leaking the floor below so I had to get home early. I got home and after an hour he arrived. He flooded my bathroom with yellow fluid... sorta like pee so every time I have to go and pee now I feel like I am actually stepping on pee...(LOL) He's coming back tomorrow afternoon to remove the fluid anyway so it's alright.
I was planning to have barbecue for dinner so I went down early to avoid the long queue UNFORTUNATELY, i was too early! The barbecue guy was only starting his fire! And he said that it would take him half an hour to get it ready! Seriously who needs 30 minutes to start a fire?? I think even cavemen take like 5 minutes to start a fire, and they use like stones or sticks! (LOL) So I had no choice (or I was too lazy to wait) but to buy at the restaurant nearby... I ended up having beef with onion as my dinner... It wasn't bad, better compared to cup noodles which I usually take for dinner!
I have classes tomorrow from 8 a.m. to 3 p.m. and it's Saturday. It's so annoying! But I have to live with it just like 49 of my other classmates!
Til next time!
We got there and we did not enter the room with the cadavers all at the same time but we entered it 10 by ten. So I was one of the people who got picked in the first 10. Oh my! I was very shocked by what I have seen in the room and it is still hard for me to get the images out of my head... To start off with I saw a man's head cut into half, where we could see his whole left face and on the other side, his brain!! It was not very gory or scary, however in my mind I began to think, "What if I knew this man before he died?" or "He used to be a live person like us... so while I'm looking at him I actually have the same brain in my head!"... It just felt so strange because the face still looked so alive... (LOL)
Then we saw disfigured fetuses... many sorts... maybe around 15... It was not pleasant for me at all... It was just pitiful to see such fetuses... and not forgetting to mention creepy!! Well they looked like those mutants from the movie "Wrong turn" or event the movie "Hills have eyes" and they just totally scared the hell out of me! When we were done with room 1, which is the room where the "body parts" were in glass containers, we proceeded to room number 2... Well it was totally different in here because the cadavers were in no container! They just lay on the table!(GOSH!) it was so disgusting and creepy! I felt so disgusted.. but I had to keep the manly image for the girls huh? (LOL) We saw a male cadaver and a female one... The male cadaver was skinny, and it looked normal, however when Mr Arlo uncovered the female cadaver it looked so big and fat! and black due to the preservation method! It looked like a gorilla but with no fur! Serious! I felt even more disgusted when my classmates started to rub the cadaver's arm! Who would do that??? How insensitive!
Finally after 10 long minutes we were done... my! 10 minutes for the first 10 people... there were 50 people... thus 40 minutes to go... and our class was about to end in 40 minutes as well. I was kind of disappointed that Mr Arlo did not think of dismissing us once we were done, since anyway we would not have enough time to go back to class and discuss! So we had to wait outside, we just chatted with our friends.
I was hungry, and since I was alone Peter proposed that we had lunch together with some of our classmates. And so we did, it was fun! I had beef oyster sauce and sprite... It was delicious and I did not feel shy at all eating with them because they were acting naturally, unlike with other people who would stare at you while you eat..!
I went home afterward... I still had some things to take care of, and the maintenance guy had to go to my apartment to check whether my floor was leaking the floor below so I had to get home early. I got home and after an hour he arrived. He flooded my bathroom with yellow fluid... sorta like pee so every time I have to go and pee now I feel like I am actually stepping on pee...(LOL) He's coming back tomorrow afternoon to remove the fluid anyway so it's alright.
I was planning to have barbecue for dinner so I went down early to avoid the long queue UNFORTUNATELY, i was too early! The barbecue guy was only starting his fire! And he said that it would take him half an hour to get it ready! Seriously who needs 30 minutes to start a fire?? I think even cavemen take like 5 minutes to start a fire, and they use like stones or sticks! (LOL) So I had no choice (or I was too lazy to wait) but to buy at the restaurant nearby... I ended up having beef with onion as my dinner... It wasn't bad, better compared to cup noodles which I usually take for dinner!
I have classes tomorrow from 8 a.m. to 3 p.m. and it's Saturday. It's so annoying! But I have to live with it just like 49 of my other classmates!
Til next time!
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
Active Wednesday
I had an interesting day today. I woke up at 9 am, I had my breakfast and I spoke to some of my friends. We discussed about homework. I had already done all my homework for the day because I had one whole week to do it. Then we spoke of Thursday's homework and I realized that I still didn't have the particular notebook that our Classical Literature professor asked us to get. She is just so choosy! So I had to go to a nearby bookstore and buy a pack of that particular notebook. Hopefully they still had some stocks left! The reason why I only bought it today is because I thought my friend already had the notebooks for me. Unfortunately she was unable to find any because all the shops she went to ran out of stock. That professor is just so demanding! Everyone is confused about what she wants! Why does she have to be so choosy? (LOL.)
After buying the notebook I went back home, the maintenance bill of my apartment came, so I had to go back down again to pay it because I hate having dept. And I wanted to play before I spend the money away! So that's what I did... I also took the opportunity to go and buy myself some lunch "chicken and hard boiled egg"... It wasn't very good though... At least I had lunch! After lunch I wanted to sleep, but it was already 1:30 pm so I thought maybe I should do something useful instead. So I began sweeping the floor and arranging my room again, and I mopped the floor this time! It felt so good! I felt so good and I felt proud to have done so many things in such a short time!
I went to school after taking my shower, my bag was well arranged! I was ready, I almost forgot my keys! Hopefully I remembered before closing my door if not I would have had to pay the guard P300 just to open my door!(LOL what a scam) I went to class and I was 30 minutes early. It was our feature writing class. As we entered the room the professor asked me to get an extension and an overhead projector right away. So I went downstairs to get it! Oh my it was crowded! I had to squeeze my way through the technical room it felt like hours! I thought to myself "I wish I just took the other stairs!" but it was too late.
After that well we had our class... It was long and boring, our professor was busy telling us about her experience while she was a journalist, what she did when she was at the airport during the killing of Ninoy Aquino, the father of our current president. It was very entertaining... I really wanted to go and grab some popcorn (LOL)
We had Spanish class again. It was long... fun though... it's hard. I am really having a hard time with the words because they are so familiar with French! Well it is very very useful that I know French but it also has its disadvantages when I pronounce certain things the wrong way! And misunderstand some words too! (LOL!) It was fun but 3 hours straight is just too much for us.
We were dismissed and we went home... I passed by a nearby grocery store on my way home, I bought some noodles... boiled some water and put an egg in the cuo noodle, and there was my dinner! Now I'm writing my blog!
BY THE WAY! I am really sorry for not being able to update this blog yesterday because I was really not in a good condition to write at all! I did nothing of my day at all yesterday! I was totally lost.
Well I'm way better today after having sent a mail to my dad! It's really very important to have someone to talk to who really cares about yo and really takes the time to reply to you because they want you to improve. Most people I talk to care only about themselves and even though they know I seek some advice they would only ignore... or they would not even understand the situation I am at... well these people are my friends! Maybe it's just because they have not experienced what I am going through right now so they just have nothing to say! How uninteresting! What I would really love to find here in the Philippines one day would be someone smart enough to have a conversation with, even someone like my little brother I'd be happy but no one can even match him!! (REALLY) In the end, I just end up learning things the hard way,by experiencing them first hand because nobody here talks to me and helps me go in the right path... because even themselves have not completed their path... maybe...
Well sorry for having sidetracked a little but anyway there are no rules here! This is my blog after all! haha!
TIL NEXT TIME!
After buying the notebook I went back home, the maintenance bill of my apartment came, so I had to go back down again to pay it because I hate having dept. And I wanted to play before I spend the money away! So that's what I did... I also took the opportunity to go and buy myself some lunch "chicken and hard boiled egg"... It wasn't very good though... At least I had lunch! After lunch I wanted to sleep, but it was already 1:30 pm so I thought maybe I should do something useful instead. So I began sweeping the floor and arranging my room again, and I mopped the floor this time! It felt so good! I felt so good and I felt proud to have done so many things in such a short time!
I went to school after taking my shower, my bag was well arranged! I was ready, I almost forgot my keys! Hopefully I remembered before closing my door if not I would have had to pay the guard P300 just to open my door!(LOL what a scam) I went to class and I was 30 minutes early. It was our feature writing class. As we entered the room the professor asked me to get an extension and an overhead projector right away. So I went downstairs to get it! Oh my it was crowded! I had to squeeze my way through the technical room it felt like hours! I thought to myself "I wish I just took the other stairs!" but it was too late.
After that well we had our class... It was long and boring, our professor was busy telling us about her experience while she was a journalist, what she did when she was at the airport during the killing of Ninoy Aquino, the father of our current president. It was very entertaining... I really wanted to go and grab some popcorn (LOL)
We had Spanish class again. It was long... fun though... it's hard. I am really having a hard time with the words because they are so familiar with French! Well it is very very useful that I know French but it also has its disadvantages when I pronounce certain things the wrong way! And misunderstand some words too! (LOL!) It was fun but 3 hours straight is just too much for us.
We were dismissed and we went home... I passed by a nearby grocery store on my way home, I bought some noodles... boiled some water and put an egg in the cuo noodle, and there was my dinner! Now I'm writing my blog!
BY THE WAY! I am really sorry for not being able to update this blog yesterday because I was really not in a good condition to write at all! I did nothing of my day at all yesterday! I was totally lost.
Well I'm way better today after having sent a mail to my dad! It's really very important to have someone to talk to who really cares about yo and really takes the time to reply to you because they want you to improve. Most people I talk to care only about themselves and even though they know I seek some advice they would only ignore... or they would not even understand the situation I am at... well these people are my friends! Maybe it's just because they have not experienced what I am going through right now so they just have nothing to say! How uninteresting! What I would really love to find here in the Philippines one day would be someone smart enough to have a conversation with, even someone like my little brother I'd be happy but no one can even match him!! (REALLY) In the end, I just end up learning things the hard way,by experiencing them first hand because nobody here talks to me and helps me go in the right path... because even themselves have not completed their path... maybe...
Well sorry for having sidetracked a little but anyway there are no rules here! This is my blog after all! haha!
TIL NEXT TIME!
Monday, July 5, 2010
Half a Day
Well today I woke at at 12 p.m. sharp... Well it's normal when one sleeps at 3 a.m. (LOL) I had a very strange night last night, I was sitting down quietly around 3 a.m. when I suddenly began sweating so much... as if I did sports which really shocked me!I was really surprised and it's the latest time by which I woke up... Perhaps the reason was the sweat loss last night... or the dark sky... The air was cool and it smelled the rain,which didn't happen by the way... I got up and arranged the room... I forgot what I had for lunch, maybe some biscuits and coke...
I had classes at 3 p.m. (Filipino) I showered and changed, went to class and I was afraid because I suck at Filipino... however it turned out fine, the professor was totally friendly. We had a very long 3 hour discussion in Tagalog... every concept seemed so hard and complicated,however if translated in English they were really very simple.
After class we didn't go home right away but we had to go and get our literature books which we ordered. We also planned to go and play at the PS3 cafe with Reed but we were hungry so we went to grab some snacks before going... unfortunately when we got there we found out that the cafe was closed...! So I just decided to go home, it was around 6 p.m. by then.
I got home and had a chat with Leah, she seemed so tired and I really feel sorry for her. I feel mad for her because they are abusing her. I think that Singaporeans are really very serious about their work and for that they have totally left behind the human values. That's how a person becomes a professional, by not mixing his emotions with work.Our conversation ended at 7 p.m. I was bored so I decided to watch one of the movies I bought yesterday, Kick Ass.
The movie was fun however I found that the story line was kind of thin... I think that the main character did not develop very much throughout the movie... he was still a loser in the end with no super powers... I very much liked the girl though.
I had dinner at 11 p.m. the spam leftovers in the fridge... I cleaned my room too! I almost forgot that! It was in such a mess that I didn't feel like doing anything! Now it's very well organized and clean... I think I'm going to bed now...I wouldn't wanna wake up at 12 p.m. tomorrow again because it really sucks to have only half a day to enjoy. Honestly I didn't feel like updating my blog today but I still forced myself to... because I know that somehow I still need to let my feelings go somewhere...
Til next time :)
I had classes at 3 p.m. (Filipino) I showered and changed, went to class and I was afraid because I suck at Filipino... however it turned out fine, the professor was totally friendly. We had a very long 3 hour discussion in Tagalog... every concept seemed so hard and complicated,however if translated in English they were really very simple.
After class we didn't go home right away but we had to go and get our literature books which we ordered. We also planned to go and play at the PS3 cafe with Reed but we were hungry so we went to grab some snacks before going... unfortunately when we got there we found out that the cafe was closed...! So I just decided to go home, it was around 6 p.m. by then.
I got home and had a chat with Leah, she seemed so tired and I really feel sorry for her. I feel mad for her because they are abusing her. I think that Singaporeans are really very serious about their work and for that they have totally left behind the human values. That's how a person becomes a professional, by not mixing his emotions with work.Our conversation ended at 7 p.m. I was bored so I decided to watch one of the movies I bought yesterday, Kick Ass.
The movie was fun however I found that the story line was kind of thin... I think that the main character did not develop very much throughout the movie... he was still a loser in the end with no super powers... I very much liked the girl though.
I had dinner at 11 p.m. the spam leftovers in the fridge... I cleaned my room too! I almost forgot that! It was in such a mess that I didn't feel like doing anything! Now it's very well organized and clean... I think I'm going to bed now...I wouldn't wanna wake up at 12 p.m. tomorrow again because it really sucks to have only half a day to enjoy. Honestly I didn't feel like updating my blog today but I still forced myself to... because I know that somehow I still need to let my feelings go somewhere...
Til next time :)
Sunday, July 4, 2010
Busy Sunday
It's been a busy day for me! I started my day at 11 am, because I slept at 3 am again. I felt so warm when I woke up because the air around me was hot due to the sun's rays hitting the window! I was also hungry... However I did not eat right away, but instead I began by putting the washing machine in the bathroom and started filling it with water. Then I swept the floor and arranged my room. While waiting for the water to fill up the washing machine I took the opportunity to change the hamster beds. They were starting to stink. I then put all my clothes in the washing machine and I took my breakfast while waiting for the laundry to be done. I had strawberry crackers and orange juice for breakfast by the way.
After my so called breakfast at 12 p.m. we had a little chat with Leah and from there I decided to go to the pet store to buy some hamster supplies. I quickly changed and went down, I took a pedicab there... it was a long,noisy and uncomfortable trip because the engine of the pedicab was very loud and the road we were on was very rough and damaged so we shook very often... I then came back home satisfied with the 2 kg of sunflower seeds, 2 water bottles, 1 pack of hamster bedding and a hamster wheel. I was very glad to have gone to the pet store because I was really planning on to going but I always postponed due to laziness. I was very happy to see the hamsters devour their sunflower seeds and play with their new wheel.
I stayed home after that, I played... and played and then got bored... I then decided to go to the DVD market place to get some movies. It was already around 6 p.m. and was starting to get dark, it was very crowded because there is a church near the place and since it's a Sunday many people went for the afternoon mass... I took 5 movies and 2 series... I have already watched Robin Hood... well not completely.
I was really surprised when I found out that there was going to be a Robin Hood movie showing in the theaters last month. I really wanted to see it however we never got the time with Leah and I was quite disappointed. Well today I managed to get a pirated copy and since it's my long awaited movie it's the first movie I watched among the 4 others. To my surprise it was nothing compared to what I expected... everything was poorly organized and the movie was badly directed because the scenes were just badly connected and tit was hard to make them stick. The problem is there is just too many characters in Robin Hood who deserve to have their own time in the movie to show who they really are. The director tried to divide the time introducing every character however as he did that the movie just lost its sense because it was such a slow paced story in the end. It was not even exciting because we could already predict what was to happen next. There was no motive in the movie... except for the fight for England... Well it could have been very very interesting if it was like Braveheart but it's not even near that and I can't seem to find the reason why this movie is just so lousy.LOUSY! Maybe it's because there is just way too much talk and talk and so little action... and the parts where there is action... well they aren't terrible either... I was so disappointed that in the end I just stopped the movie.
I was expecting a great show!I even ordered Mc Donald Delivery! Speaking of the delivery well it's my dinner... It didn't feel like eating MCDonald's at all! he fries and he nuggets were just too soft! They were not even crispy as if they were totally soaked in oil! (urgh!) Well if you add the lousy meal with the lousy movie it just gave me a lousy night... Maybe I'll watch another movie tonight before going to bed... just to make myself feel a little better! (LOL)
Well I am very exhausted to be honest and I am really mad to have wasted time watching Robin Hood... and money on McDonald's... Next time I will read the review before jumping into a movie! (:D) and also request for better food delivered! (HEHE)
That's all for today!
After my so called breakfast at 12 p.m. we had a little chat with Leah and from there I decided to go to the pet store to buy some hamster supplies. I quickly changed and went down, I took a pedicab there... it was a long,noisy and uncomfortable trip because the engine of the pedicab was very loud and the road we were on was very rough and damaged so we shook very often... I then came back home satisfied with the 2 kg of sunflower seeds, 2 water bottles, 1 pack of hamster bedding and a hamster wheel. I was very glad to have gone to the pet store because I was really planning on to going but I always postponed due to laziness. I was very happy to see the hamsters devour their sunflower seeds and play with their new wheel.
I stayed home after that, I played... and played and then got bored... I then decided to go to the DVD market place to get some movies. It was already around 6 p.m. and was starting to get dark, it was very crowded because there is a church near the place and since it's a Sunday many people went for the afternoon mass... I took 5 movies and 2 series... I have already watched Robin Hood... well not completely.
I was really surprised when I found out that there was going to be a Robin Hood movie showing in the theaters last month. I really wanted to see it however we never got the time with Leah and I was quite disappointed. Well today I managed to get a pirated copy and since it's my long awaited movie it's the first movie I watched among the 4 others. To my surprise it was nothing compared to what I expected... everything was poorly organized and the movie was badly directed because the scenes were just badly connected and tit was hard to make them stick. The problem is there is just too many characters in Robin Hood who deserve to have their own time in the movie to show who they really are. The director tried to divide the time introducing every character however as he did that the movie just lost its sense because it was such a slow paced story in the end. It was not even exciting because we could already predict what was to happen next. There was no motive in the movie... except for the fight for England... Well it could have been very very interesting if it was like Braveheart but it's not even near that and I can't seem to find the reason why this movie is just so lousy.LOUSY! Maybe it's because there is just way too much talk and talk and so little action... and the parts where there is action... well they aren't terrible either... I was so disappointed that in the end I just stopped the movie.
I was expecting a great show!I even ordered Mc Donald Delivery! Speaking of the delivery well it's my dinner... It didn't feel like eating MCDonald's at all! he fries and he nuggets were just too soft! They were not even crispy as if they were totally soaked in oil! (urgh!) Well if you add the lousy meal with the lousy movie it just gave me a lousy night... Maybe I'll watch another movie tonight before going to bed... just to make myself feel a little better! (LOL)
Well I am very exhausted to be honest and I am really mad to have wasted time watching Robin Hood... and money on McDonald's... Next time I will read the review before jumping into a movie! (:D) and also request for better food delivered! (HEHE)
That's all for today!
Saturday, July 3, 2010
Reading out loud
For the past 2 days I have began reading my notes(WOW!) aloud... well this is because it is just so sickening to be alone in the house for the whole entire day without talking. So I finally found a way to open my mouth without feeling stupid! By reading out loud of course. I began this practice as it allows me to release some energy while alone. It also helps me practice my reading skills! I have only done it for 2 days but I already feel like I have improved! :)
In other news well there seem to be more and more cockroaches appearing this week... I have sprayed a lot of insecticide which is absolutely not a good idea because it makes me cough every night... especially when I am reading my notes(WOW!) aloud :) It's also not healthy for the hamsters so I will probably try to gather more courage next time and just smash the cockroach instead of spraying it! I used to be courageous and all but with Leah scaring me all the time about roaches I began to have a phobia of them(LOL!)...
That's all peeps! :)
In other news well there seem to be more and more cockroaches appearing this week... I have sprayed a lot of insecticide which is absolutely not a good idea because it makes me cough every night... especially when I am reading my notes(WOW!) aloud :) It's also not healthy for the hamsters so I will probably try to gather more courage next time and just smash the cockroach instead of spraying it! I used to be courageous and all but with Leah scaring me all the time about roaches I began to have a phobia of them(LOL!)...
That's all peeps! :)
July 3, 2010
Well to start off today's Leah birthday! Happy birthday to you darling! :) Well it's kind of sad that we're not together because as I have explained earlier she has gone to Singapore... And she's not very fortunate either because last night, July 2 2010 ,she was given an over time by her boss because they had so many customers ;as she explained. I had to wait for her until 3 am before she finally went online. It was far from being easy for me as I had to wake up at 6:30 am the following morning however I did not regret waiting for her because I could not sleep anyway as I was worried about her because she did not notify me about her being late.
So I began the day with stinging eyes because of the lack of sleep, I quickly got ready and I still managed to get to class ahead of time, and Mr. Isguera, our class supervisor was around half an hour late so I was really way ahead of time. We had a good discussion however I failed to participate actively because I failed to read enough pages of the notes he gave us, I only managed to read 18 pages out of 40 pages and unfortunately for me he skipped the first 20 pages and went on discussing about the rest... I blame myself for having read only the night before his class. The class went fine, he told us a lot about his experience working in the press as he is not only a professor but he also works in the Philippine Daily Inquirer... where he gets (as he says) the opportunity to interview highly ranked government officials! Back to how my day was, his class went fine... He dismissed us a little late though.
I was intending to go home and eat alone,as well as have a nap because we had a 1 hour break, but as we left the class I changed my mind and I went with Reed, my friend to eat at this simple restaurant instead, we had a simple meal of "tapsilog" which is a combination of a sunny side up, some fried beef and hot dog. It was alright... we also discussed about certain topics... games usually! After our quick lunch, we went to the games cafe to play PS3 together we thought we still had a lot of time,however once we got there we saw in the television screen that it was already 11:40 am! So we changed our minds and decided to go back to class... We were not late by the way!
This was the IT class, where the professor is going to teach us all about online writing. Well honestly I am very much attracted to online writing. Especially now that we are given this specific course to teach us how to write effectively online. I can see myself more doing online news more than anything else. This is because I am really comfortable typing and not writing... (LOL)
Well after class I went home directly as usual and I went to take a nap... Then I woke up and played a bit, no dinner just Milo and bread... I still have a lot of bread which is going to expire in July 5 so I have decided to eat as much as I can...
Now I am here writing my blog, I am going to be active again, Leah is going to be late again tonight because she had another over time... Well I'm still thinking of what I might do tomorrow whether it's to go to the pet shop and buy some hamster supplies,or go and buy some DVD or go to the Mall... all of those alone of course... (LOL) it feels so stupid to be alone... however it gives me plenty of time to think for my own... which is good. It feels like I can take it more being alone now than before. Before when I was alone I used to pity myself and all, feeling sorry for myself however I realized this was totally immature and that nobody cared at all (LOL!) so I began to take things under control and here I am writing blogs instead of feeling sorry for myself! Well that's all for today, I'll give more updates again whenever I feel like writing!
Be seeing you!:)
So I began the day with stinging eyes because of the lack of sleep, I quickly got ready and I still managed to get to class ahead of time, and Mr. Isguera, our class supervisor was around half an hour late so I was really way ahead of time. We had a good discussion however I failed to participate actively because I failed to read enough pages of the notes he gave us, I only managed to read 18 pages out of 40 pages and unfortunately for me he skipped the first 20 pages and went on discussing about the rest... I blame myself for having read only the night before his class. The class went fine, he told us a lot about his experience working in the press as he is not only a professor but he also works in the Philippine Daily Inquirer... where he gets (as he says) the opportunity to interview highly ranked government officials! Back to how my day was, his class went fine... He dismissed us a little late though.
I was intending to go home and eat alone,as well as have a nap because we had a 1 hour break, but as we left the class I changed my mind and I went with Reed, my friend to eat at this simple restaurant instead, we had a simple meal of "tapsilog" which is a combination of a sunny side up, some fried beef and hot dog. It was alright... we also discussed about certain topics... games usually! After our quick lunch, we went to the games cafe to play PS3 together we thought we still had a lot of time,however once we got there we saw in the television screen that it was already 11:40 am! So we changed our minds and decided to go back to class... We were not late by the way!
This was the IT class, where the professor is going to teach us all about online writing. Well honestly I am very much attracted to online writing. Especially now that we are given this specific course to teach us how to write effectively online. I can see myself more doing online news more than anything else. This is because I am really comfortable typing and not writing... (LOL)
Well after class I went home directly as usual and I went to take a nap... Then I woke up and played a bit, no dinner just Milo and bread... I still have a lot of bread which is going to expire in July 5 so I have decided to eat as much as I can...
Now I am here writing my blog, I am going to be active again, Leah is going to be late again tonight because she had another over time... Well I'm still thinking of what I might do tomorrow whether it's to go to the pet shop and buy some hamster supplies,or go and buy some DVD or go to the Mall... all of those alone of course... (LOL) it feels so stupid to be alone... however it gives me plenty of time to think for my own... which is good. It feels like I can take it more being alone now than before. Before when I was alone I used to pity myself and all, feeling sorry for myself however I realized this was totally immature and that nobody cared at all (LOL!) so I began to take things under control and here I am writing blogs instead of feeling sorry for myself! Well that's all for today, I'll give more updates again whenever I feel like writing!
Be seeing you!:)
Friday, July 2, 2010
A Review on THIS Blog, and some random short stories :)
I have just finished going though my posts for this blog, it's actually my fourth blog so far, and I am really impressed with the way I have written so far, not because I have improved in my writing skills but because I have began writing in a more positive way, I rarely complain now and that is just great! I even made myself laugh at some of my posts! :) I am really so satisfied with this blog and I wish it to remain this way! I never expected it to do so well... and thanks ma for the comment! :)
Anyway a few moments ago a funny story came to my mind which I would like to share, well it's about my notebook... I bought this notebook recently and I found it very attractive and I was proud to bring it to school! Well I was very disappointed when I sent to school yesterday and saw our psychopath classmate have the same notebook as me! I felt so embarrassed!(LOL) so once I got home I quickly tore the pages which I wrote some notes in already and put the notebook aside... I will still be using it at home though because it's really nice... however I am never bringing it to class again ... hehehe... :D
Anyway a few moments ago a funny story came to my mind which I would like to share, well it's about my notebook... I bought this notebook recently and I found it very attractive and I was proud to bring it to school! Well I was very disappointed when I sent to school yesterday and saw our psychopath classmate have the same notebook as me! I felt so embarrassed!(LOL) so once I got home I quickly tore the pages which I wrote some notes in already and put the notebook aside... I will still be using it at home though because it's really nice... however I am never bringing it to class again ... hehehe... :D
Alone this Semester
Hey, well I'm sorry to disappoint you that this post is not about our trip in Manila... because as you can see it's already been 2 months since my last post! :( ell I'll be active again, especially that I am alone again, it's pretty hard for me to keep my mouth shut for a day :)
This post is going to be a summary of what has happened to my life from after the summer holidays until now... well I'm afraid not everything is going to be beautiful, but it's worth writing them down :)
The summer holidays ended peacefully with no pain... I found it a little hard to get back to study mode,I was grateful though that they extended the summer holidays for the university because I really felt that I needed more time! (Because I had shorter holidays compared to others due to me having summer class)
I knew that this semester was not going to be the same because my girlfriend had to leave for Singapore as she had to complete an on the job training course... Well she's been gone for 2 weeks now and it feels like months to me... My first day of school went well, we had our Spanish lesson from 6 to 9 pm and the professor is very kind... It was a really fun class we had that Wednesday... Leah was still around then and I was glad to share my experience with her :) Sadly right after Wednesday I fell sick, this was due to my sinusitis, due to my sleeping late every night (3am) during the summer holidays it began to become a lot worse and started giving me migraine and it was really, really , really horrible... My head would just feel like breaking into half every time I stood up or walked around... It is also because of the extreme laughs we had during the Spanish class which triggered it to worsen...
I was absent for a week then,hopefully only 3 out of 7 professors attended the class that week and none of them checked the attendance... (PHEW!) however I was abusive the next Wednesday and I took a day off again... The reason is because Leah was leaving the next day,hopefully for me again there was a suspension of classes at 5 pm that day meaning that we had no Spanish class,however it was less fortunate for me for the 3 to 6 class as I missed it... I went to class from then on however I had to cut my Saturday class into half because my migraine began throbbing again... and I was stressed of being alone without Leah...
We're up to date with my attendance now... Well now it's time to explain how it feels being alone... Well I felt at first that everything would be fine,that I could handle myself... But once Leah left I began to feel every single things I had to do like washing the dishes or sweeping the floor... even arranging the stuff around the house... It really shocked me that when she was around I kept complaining about her being messy... But it was actually me :( (mostly)... Then the meals... I was at a comfortable pace with my allowance a week ago... Until a disconnection notice came from the Power Company (Meralco) telling me to pay or I would lose power... I had to spend all my money in paying Meralco... I had nothing left but coins in the end,and I had to hold that for three days until my allowance arrived... I had to eat biscuits and crackers for 3 days and I just drank and drank Milo to compensate the lack of nutrients... I pitied myself really... especially Leah was not here with me I felt so sad...
I have my allowance now and all my bills are paid... I'm glad... I have also bought all my books, I am still scared of being alone... I... well... I act like a child when Leah is here... she is actually fueling my energy and want to play... because she is restraining me from doing it and the more I am restrained the more I want to prove to her that I can defy her... Well now I am afraid because there is nothing to defy... So I begin to play ...well... with no rage... or no goal...no point... I end up reading a book at the end of the day... (YES!) (LOL)... There is also less distraction because I get VERY VERY easily distracted as a person...
I have already learned so many things from my professors this year... I will never forget the fact that my Experimental Psychology professor told us... With the human mind we see everything,smell everything,hear,feel and taste everything BUT out of that 100% functionality 95% is rejected and only 5% is being focused upon. This means that if someone walks and reads well it cannot be done properly at all,because only 5% can be used... I really put what he said in mind... because he made me realize that what I have been doing for the past years of my life is TOTALLY WRONG! I am really grateful to that professor.
My Literature professor whom I just met yesterday (July 2 2010) well she taught me about the difference between two people... Those who care about living and those who care about materials and she explained it to us by showing us a short video about cups and coffee... When Leah left for Singapore and she started complaining about her customers, I felt angry for her and I wished I could have done something for her... however I could not and it came to me... society has classes and society is ranked by MONEY... it really shocked me and it's actually now that I realize because lately all I cared about was playing... I totally missed the real life,that I will be graduating in 2 years... I began to feel scared... That people will look down at me in society because my job won't be giving my needs...and her needs... The video really inspired me because it explained that we do not need MONEY or MATERIAL things in life to be happy... and the people with great things are not the happiest... because in order to be happy in life... we have to do the best with what we have and be grateful for what we have and not aim for higher all the time...
Well I have already written such a long essay and I have not realized it... Maybe and hopefully... I will be fit for a journalist... I really hope that I chose the right course... I would really love to write about many other things... learn more things... I have began to think now... since I have been led out of my comfort zone... I have began communicating more with others, doing things myself... I am grateful that God gave me this opportunity to be separated from Leah during this time to give me time to mature, to see the world as lately I have really been very immature...
Well I will write nmore next time as it seems I have written too much tonight, until next time! :)
This post is going to be a summary of what has happened to my life from after the summer holidays until now... well I'm afraid not everything is going to be beautiful, but it's worth writing them down :)
The summer holidays ended peacefully with no pain... I found it a little hard to get back to study mode,I was grateful though that they extended the summer holidays for the university because I really felt that I needed more time! (Because I had shorter holidays compared to others due to me having summer class)
I knew that this semester was not going to be the same because my girlfriend had to leave for Singapore as she had to complete an on the job training course... Well she's been gone for 2 weeks now and it feels like months to me... My first day of school went well, we had our Spanish lesson from 6 to 9 pm and the professor is very kind... It was a really fun class we had that Wednesday... Leah was still around then and I was glad to share my experience with her :) Sadly right after Wednesday I fell sick, this was due to my sinusitis, due to my sleeping late every night (3am) during the summer holidays it began to become a lot worse and started giving me migraine and it was really, really , really horrible... My head would just feel like breaking into half every time I stood up or walked around... It is also because of the extreme laughs we had during the Spanish class which triggered it to worsen...
I was absent for a week then,hopefully only 3 out of 7 professors attended the class that week and none of them checked the attendance... (PHEW!) however I was abusive the next Wednesday and I took a day off again... The reason is because Leah was leaving the next day,hopefully for me again there was a suspension of classes at 5 pm that day meaning that we had no Spanish class,however it was less fortunate for me for the 3 to 6 class as I missed it... I went to class from then on however I had to cut my Saturday class into half because my migraine began throbbing again... and I was stressed of being alone without Leah...
We're up to date with my attendance now... Well now it's time to explain how it feels being alone... Well I felt at first that everything would be fine,that I could handle myself... But once Leah left I began to feel every single things I had to do like washing the dishes or sweeping the floor... even arranging the stuff around the house... It really shocked me that when she was around I kept complaining about her being messy... But it was actually me :( (mostly)... Then the meals... I was at a comfortable pace with my allowance a week ago... Until a disconnection notice came from the Power Company (Meralco) telling me to pay or I would lose power... I had to spend all my money in paying Meralco... I had nothing left but coins in the end,and I had to hold that for three days until my allowance arrived... I had to eat biscuits and crackers for 3 days and I just drank and drank Milo to compensate the lack of nutrients... I pitied myself really... especially Leah was not here with me I felt so sad...
I have my allowance now and all my bills are paid... I'm glad... I have also bought all my books, I am still scared of being alone... I... well... I act like a child when Leah is here... she is actually fueling my energy and want to play... because she is restraining me from doing it and the more I am restrained the more I want to prove to her that I can defy her... Well now I am afraid because there is nothing to defy... So I begin to play ...well... with no rage... or no goal...no point... I end up reading a book at the end of the day... (YES!) (LOL)... There is also less distraction because I get VERY VERY easily distracted as a person...
I have already learned so many things from my professors this year... I will never forget the fact that my Experimental Psychology professor told us... With the human mind we see everything,smell everything,hear,feel and taste everything BUT out of that 100% functionality 95% is rejected and only 5% is being focused upon. This means that if someone walks and reads well it cannot be done properly at all,because only 5% can be used... I really put what he said in mind... because he made me realize that what I have been doing for the past years of my life is TOTALLY WRONG! I am really grateful to that professor.
My Literature professor whom I just met yesterday (July 2 2010) well she taught me about the difference between two people... Those who care about living and those who care about materials and she explained it to us by showing us a short video about cups and coffee... When Leah left for Singapore and she started complaining about her customers, I felt angry for her and I wished I could have done something for her... however I could not and it came to me... society has classes and society is ranked by MONEY... it really shocked me and it's actually now that I realize because lately all I cared about was playing... I totally missed the real life,that I will be graduating in 2 years... I began to feel scared... That people will look down at me in society because my job won't be giving my needs...and her needs... The video really inspired me because it explained that we do not need MONEY or MATERIAL things in life to be happy... and the people with great things are not the happiest... because in order to be happy in life... we have to do the best with what we have and be grateful for what we have and not aim for higher all the time...
Well I have already written such a long essay and I have not realized it... Maybe and hopefully... I will be fit for a journalist... I really hope that I chose the right course... I would really love to write about many other things... learn more things... I have began to think now... since I have been led out of my comfort zone... I have began communicating more with others, doing things myself... I am grateful that God gave me this opportunity to be separated from Leah during this time to give me time to mature, to see the world as lately I have really been very immature...
Well I will write nmore next time as it seems I have written too much tonight, until next time! :)
Friday, April 2, 2010
Summer holidays
I have been on holidays for a week now,I am pretty surprised because I expected my holidays to be shorter but yet here I am begging heaven for it to end...(nah not really :p) The problem is I have been wanting to do something during the holidays yet now that I am here I realize that it's not as easily done as easily said!
Well now I have decided to have enough regrets and remorse thus I have planned to have a trip to Manila with my sister and my lover for a couple of days to have some fun there, maybe ice skate or watch a movie; but we'll definitely have dinner somewhere sophisticated,maybe Fridays? Don't worry I will tell you about the trip once we're done with it!
Well just to give a quick summary of my daily activities at home during these holidays would be... waking up at 6 am every morning (surprisingly!) knowing that I do not sleep earlier than 10 pm! I take my breakfast... whatever is on the table, I brush and take my shower and play with my dog Bash,he's fun but can be naughty at times! From that time onwards I remain idle... lunch time can be considered as economic, they are so meager that I feel like a POW during the second world war! Well there's nothing I can do anyway, at least the food is free? (LOL)
That's pretty much it,if a miracle ever happens maybe I'll write it down,but as you can "read" nothing much goes on in this place... I only like being home because of the fresh air,the rest does not matter much really... Well expect the next post to be about our trip in Manila and I'm really very excited about it because I know that we will have lots of fun!
Well now I have decided to have enough regrets and remorse thus I have planned to have a trip to Manila with my sister and my lover for a couple of days to have some fun there, maybe ice skate or watch a movie; but we'll definitely have dinner somewhere sophisticated,maybe Fridays? Don't worry I will tell you about the trip once we're done with it!
Well just to give a quick summary of my daily activities at home during these holidays would be... waking up at 6 am every morning (surprisingly!) knowing that I do not sleep earlier than 10 pm! I take my breakfast... whatever is on the table, I brush and take my shower and play with my dog Bash,he's fun but can be naughty at times! From that time onwards I remain idle... lunch time can be considered as economic, they are so meager that I feel like a POW during the second world war! Well there's nothing I can do anyway, at least the food is free? (LOL)
That's pretty much it,if a miracle ever happens maybe I'll write it down,but as you can "read" nothing much goes on in this place... I only like being home because of the fresh air,the rest does not matter much really... Well expect the next post to be about our trip in Manila and I'm really very excited about it because I know that we will have lots of fun!
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Strange but kinda good day!
Today is Wednesday... and it is the 10th of March... We have no classes since our professors had to attend some sort of an important event. I was pretty happy that there were no classes in a way however it was pretty sad too because I had to spend the day alone!
Since I knew that we had no classes today I slept very late last night, perhaps around 4 am because I watched this movie called the Northern Lights, and the only reason I got attracted to watching is because I have read the book once and it was alright, the movie was fun too but they failed to portray the complete details in the book which happens almost all the time whenever people turn a book into a movie.
Well today woke up at 10 am, usually on Wednesdays our classes end at 11 am... and from 11 am onwards it would be my free time... I kind of didn't like the fact that I woke up at 10... because it defeated the point of enjoying the day! However I should still put in mind that at least I had those hours of sleep!
The morning was dull... I could not find much to do but to arrange my messy room... At around 12 30 I made my lunch (spam) and I went downstairs to have a haircut since my hair was already so long and it made me feel so uncomfortable and messy and dirty!.. EWW! So I wanted my hair trimmed... I described to the hair dresser what I wanted... I was pretty much annoyed when he cut my hair because he spent like 90% of the time shaving the sides and the back of my head which ended up being rough... He spent less than 5 minutes cutting my hair on top... I ended looking like a commando or whatever... So I just told him that he shaves the whole lot... I wasn't very satisfied but a shaved head is better than the cut he did... He spent more than half an hour for doing something that I could have done for 5 minutes!.. So yea now I feel a bit disappointed with my hair... Being shaved ...
After that horrible time at the hair dresser's (incompetent hairdresser) I had to rush to school for my physical education classes... I didn't expect the moron to take so much of my time! I actually had to force myself into going to school even if I felt so embarrassed with my hair... It was an opportunity for me to expose my hair earlier... I did not want to wait any later in order to go to school because I would only drag the situation! It went fine... I am happy to have attended.
After PE I went back home and tried to get some rest... I fell asleep at 5 pm and woke up around 7 ... I suddenly felt the urge of wanting to run... So after having had a little bit of snack (Chips Delight (lol) ) and lots of water I changed into my running clothes and went to run... at 9 pm! :D I feel proud of having done that...
It's now 10:45 and I still did not have my dinner yet so I intend to go downstairs and have some noodles and coke?.. :) I'm happy of being able to share my day with you through this blog...
Have a nice day!
Since I knew that we had no classes today I slept very late last night, perhaps around 4 am because I watched this movie called the Northern Lights, and the only reason I got attracted to watching is because I have read the book once and it was alright, the movie was fun too but they failed to portray the complete details in the book which happens almost all the time whenever people turn a book into a movie.
Well today woke up at 10 am, usually on Wednesdays our classes end at 11 am... and from 11 am onwards it would be my free time... I kind of didn't like the fact that I woke up at 10... because it defeated the point of enjoying the day! However I should still put in mind that at least I had those hours of sleep!
The morning was dull... I could not find much to do but to arrange my messy room... At around 12 30 I made my lunch (spam) and I went downstairs to have a haircut since my hair was already so long and it made me feel so uncomfortable and messy and dirty!.. EWW! So I wanted my hair trimmed... I described to the hair dresser what I wanted... I was pretty much annoyed when he cut my hair because he spent like 90% of the time shaving the sides and the back of my head which ended up being rough... He spent less than 5 minutes cutting my hair on top... I ended looking like a commando or whatever... So I just told him that he shaves the whole lot... I wasn't very satisfied but a shaved head is better than the cut he did... He spent more than half an hour for doing something that I could have done for 5 minutes!.. So yea now I feel a bit disappointed with my hair... Being shaved ...
After that horrible time at the hair dresser's (incompetent hairdresser) I had to rush to school for my physical education classes... I didn't expect the moron to take so much of my time! I actually had to force myself into going to school even if I felt so embarrassed with my hair... It was an opportunity for me to expose my hair earlier... I did not want to wait any later in order to go to school because I would only drag the situation! It went fine... I am happy to have attended.
After PE I went back home and tried to get some rest... I fell asleep at 5 pm and woke up around 7 ... I suddenly felt the urge of wanting to run... So after having had a little bit of snack (Chips Delight (lol) ) and lots of water I changed into my running clothes and went to run... at 9 pm! :D I feel proud of having done that...
It's now 10:45 and I still did not have my dinner yet so I intend to go downstairs and have some noodles and coke?.. :) I'm happy of being able to share my day with you through this blog...
Have a nice day!
Sunday, March 7, 2010
My first post!
Good day to whoever is reading this!
I have made this new account and new blog because i believe that it is 'timetochange' for me! I figured that it would be a great idea if I managed to create a blog about random ideas which could actually be applied one day and finding people who would share those ideas with me :)
These ideas could be anything and that's why they're random! I have had several blogs before and they never really turned out very well because no one seemed to be interested and I seem to have figured out "WHY?" !
The only reason why nobody read my blog was that it did not interest them! And to be honest it does not interest me either because 90% of what I wrote on the blog are things which I wrote when I was depressed! How ridiculous! Whenever I read them I get sick!
Well now I will write on my blog only when I'm in a good mood! :) My topics could be about music,or movies which just came out even some opinions on relationships and pets! Whatever!
So this should give you an idea of what this blog will be about and I would expect some comments for the next weeks to come!
I have made this new account and new blog because i believe that it is 'timetochange' for me! I figured that it would be a great idea if I managed to create a blog about random ideas which could actually be applied one day and finding people who would share those ideas with me :)
These ideas could be anything and that's why they're random! I have had several blogs before and they never really turned out very well because no one seemed to be interested and I seem to have figured out "WHY?" !
The only reason why nobody read my blog was that it did not interest them! And to be honest it does not interest me either because 90% of what I wrote on the blog are things which I wrote when I was depressed! How ridiculous! Whenever I read them I get sick!
Well now I will write on my blog only when I'm in a good mood! :) My topics could be about music,or movies which just came out even some opinions on relationships and pets! Whatever!
So this should give you an idea of what this blog will be about and I would expect some comments for the next weeks to come!
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